Wow. I think I say this every week- where is all the time going? Last night I looked at Nate and said, "Can you believe that I am pregnant?" Little moments like this really make me step back and be thankful for all the entire situation. Not for one minute do I take for granted how blessed we have been. To get pregnant in the first place is a miracle in itself and now to have been pregnant for 8 months makes my heart melt.
I can't help but feel guilty for how great things turned out up to this point. I have watched so many people suffer through miscarriages, infertility, and death of a new born. Sometimes it's just hard for me to accept that people do have success and happy endings with pregnancy. Though we are not out of the woods yet I just want everyone to know that I am loving the gift of life inside me.
I cannot wait to meet her and hold her in my arms and watch Nate's reaction to how little he thinks she is :) Recently all my dreams focus on the positivity. Of course there are moments of fear but family steps in to help out. My dream last night I woke up thinking I forgot to feed the baby but family was staying with us and they let me sleep while they fed her for me. Although not an ideal situation, it makes me feel loved that I am not alone in this no matter how far away I am!
Even though it was just a dream I thank everyone for being there for both of us. We love you all!!!
Tchau,
Sara
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