Come home!

I want Nate to come home! Yesterday his meeting got postponed and so he had to stay another night in Rio :( Now he is waiting around to take another guy back to Macae with him. I cannot wait for the day his traveling ceases but I fear that it will always be part of our lives. At least it's not as bad as it used to be when he first started with the company six years ago. I don't think we ever saw each other!

Now days his traveling goes in spurts where he spends a few days away at a time but nothing like the old day which exceeded 30 days. It's weird how you get trained to miss them less the more time they spend away. At first you miss them like crazy and then numbness settles in as it becomes a regular event.

When you know they are coming home the response to 'want them home now' kicks in. All emotional barriers break down and your mind allows you to feel. In my case it means tears over stupid things. For example, crying over not wanting to walk to the store to get food but I have no food and I am hungry. The thought process behind that set of tears was if Nate were home then he could take me to the store. Then I begin to miss him more. Ahhhh emotions you are killing me!!!

Waiting for Nate while eating pasta.

Tchau,
Sara