7 Weeks

So I staved off morning sickness and I still feel better than ever. I received the results of my labs last week and so far everything looks great. I still have not had an ultra-sound just yet because I am going to wait until the 12 week marker. The idea of being pregnant still runs circles around my mind. My biggest fear is that one morning I will wake up and this will all be a dream.

The fear of miscarriage or a false pregnancy do not consume my every thought nor do they inhibit happy healthy thoughts. The fear just lingers beneath the happiness. I worry a little because I feel so great with just a little being tired and having to pee every 95 seconds. As much as morning sickness don't appeal to a happy life I almost wish it upon myself for some sort-of relief and reassurance. For now I guess I will just consider myself lucky and hold off on taking another pregnancy test.

I am looking forward to the 8th week because now I can use months as the description for how far along I am. To this day the food cravings remain absent and I stick to pretty plain foods.

Tchau,
Sara