Belles second day at school has given me more time to fill up with things to do. I keep looking around because I have the feeling that something is missing. It's weird because I want her here with me but I also want alone time. I feel that constant tug to know what she is doing! I have been such a part of her life for three years and now she doesn't need me every step of the way!
She dresses herself in the morning from the clothes that I pick out. She makes my coffee from the Keurig and I pour her a glass of juice. Then she eats breakfast while I get somewhat ready for the day. No help needed for the backpack or buckling up in the car... don't even try to help because she will light you on fire with her eyes. Seriously.
The past hour and a half I glance at the clock, do a task, then glance at the clock again. Finally I find myself at the computer writing a post. The dishes are done and laundry is washing.... Floors were cleaned yesterday.... ummmm. I guess this gives me time for Photography! Next Tuesday I will have prepared a list that way I can be efficient in getting things done and making the most of my time. Even though I want to take a nap I feel that the anxiety wouldn't let me at this point. Maybe in the middle of the year when things settle down!
Sara
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