Yesterday was sort of a rough emotional day. On my way to pick up Nate the tears started flowing. It could have been because of the three hour play event Belle held in the middle of the night or really just because I was so happy. I bet both played a part.
For the past two months I have been struggling to be strong without him around but I just couldn't get used to it. I had frequent nightmares and my anxiety probably hit a high during this period of time. Fake it till you make it right? Well, I made it and now our family can take a deep breath.
I even think that Belle is feeling a little more at ease with dada around. She asks for him constantly! I also wonder if she worries that he will leave again because he has to be in her sights.
Today is dedicated to organizing the stuff I haven't already done and packing up the cars. We hope to leave early in the morning that way we can factor in room for errors. Better to expect the worse when moving that way we are pleasantly surprised when we get there.
Talking to Nate about the apartment, he told me that they are setting up a crib for Belle's room! One less thing to worry about :)
Wish us luck and keep us in your prayers!
Tchau,
Sara
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